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28.10.05

.::Cepatnye dah nak raya...::.

Masa yang berlalu sungguh cepat. Minggu depan dah raya. Yeah..yeah...minggu depan nak raya. Tahun ni raya secara sederhana saja. Maklumlah, kalau beli baju, esok lusa dah tak muat. Jadi yang beli baju cuma Ezin sorang je. Suami? Oooo...dia berjaya turunkan berat badan! Suka lah member... hahaha. Nampaknye dia boleh pakai baju2 raya yang lepas2. Bukan main seronok orang tu. Baguslah jugak. Budget sikit. Tahun ni pun kuih tak buat. Semuanye pasang siap... order katakan. Alaa...yang datang rumah pun bukan ramai. Biasalah kalau young couples, yang datang pun adik-beradik, mak bapak & members sendiri je. (Tahun ni, tak tau lak budak2 datang ke tak since I might not be home.)

Kalau cakap pasal budak2 ni, stress pulak fikirkan nak kena bagi diorg $. Kalau dulu $2 dah hepi. Ni skarang diorg expect $4. Kalau ramai2 boleh bankrupt...hehehe. Ni yang kenal. Kalau yang tak kenal pulak nak bagi masuk ke tak eh. Ye la... bukan ape. Diorg tu kadang2 tak fikirkan tentang keadaan org rumah. Adakah dia ada $ ke tak. Well, memang dari kecik lagi I don't do that. Tak reti langsung. Jadi bila dah sekarang, rasa macam perbuatan budak2 ni hanya mengganggu orang saja. Takkanlah menziarahi rumah kawan-kawan tak dapat $ raya. Ni bukan eratkan silaturrahim tapi mendatangkan kemarahan orang yang dikunjungi kerana ada yang marah2 apabila tidak dijemput masuk.

Nampak gayanye kalau ini berterusan, akan mencemarkan bulan Syawal. Sayang betul kalau budak2 ni hanya kaitkan raya dengan $ saja. Mana dia bermaaf-maafan dan saling kunjung-mengunjung sanak-saudara. Entahlah...

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.::Tak Puasa Tapi Raya Sakan..::.

Pelik juga tengok org2 yang tak puasa ni. (Macam lah aku puasa penuh.) Tapi, kalau tak puasa tu jangan lah terus makan terang-terangan. Kan tak hormat orang yang berpuasa. Itu belum lagi yang shopping sakan pat Geylang. Muka bukan tebal lagi, makan sebelum waktu berbuka dengan beg2 plastik yang sarat macam aku. Hai... jadi Ramadan ni bulan untuk shopping la namanye bukan bulan untuk puasa dah beribadah.

Kalau nak salahkan budak2, yang makcik2 & pakcik2 tu macam mana? Kalau dah mak bapak sendiri yang makan pat tempat awam dah tentu anak2 ikut. Jadi apa makna hari raya pada mereka? Syawal adalah bulan bulan kemenangan setelah sebulan berpuasa, maka yang tak puasa tak boleh rayalah eh... Betul tak?

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18.10.05

.::ShoppinG AgaiN::.

Yesterday, my cousin actually wanted me to join her shopping at JB but later she changed he mind. So I told her I want to come over to my aunt's to bake cookies... a way for me to destress. But instead I accompanied my aunt & my cousins to Kg Jawa & Arab St. My cousin, Mai is getting engaged next month so we need to get some of her engagement stuff. Susah gak nak cari barang budak ni...al maklum cerewet. Haha..sori Mai. Different people have different taste, right.

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17.10.05

.::Hari Raya Shopping @ Geylang::.

Just now I went shopping at Geylang...actually wasn't really shopping coz just went there to break fast and buy some food for my hubby. I wasn't actually fasting coz I was advised against it since I'm in my last trimester. But I believe that whatever the reason of not fasting, I don't like people to know that I'm not fasting. I think it is important to respect the month of Ramadhan and those who are fasting. For ladies who are not fasting and eat in public, pls others don't have to know that you're having your menses. Respect la sikit yg lain. For guys, alooo braders, are you that WEAK that you have to drink and eat on the spot. Kental la lu! Nama je lelaki tapi puasa pun tak larat. Ish..ish..ish..

Geylang was so pack just now. I had to walk around holding my tummy just in case that someone might accidently hit me. Not only that had to look out for my son who kept doing his disappearing act often. Luckily my aunt and my cousins are around to keep an eye on him too. Oh ya, L'il Huda was with us too. Cute but fussy little girl. Aku gigit pipi budak ni baru dia tau... hahaha

Before we went to Geylang, Mai & I baked Cornflake Cookie. Yap... its been a long time since I baked. Really miss those times. I love baking but too bad I have no oven of my own. Poor Mamai, she was tired but she still made those cookies coz of me. Thanks Mai.

After my hubby fetched my son & I, we went to Geylang AGAIN coz my in laws were there buying festive cookies from CT Plaza. Since his grandma is wheelchair bound, we decided to go to Changi for supper cum sahur after that. Hey, what do you expect. Its hard to move around with wheelchair in a busy place like Geylang. Had a picnic at Changi and ate nasi lemak there. All my in laws were there. It was fun. I knew my hubby was very tired but he still went anyway coz of his aunt and grandma sake. My son complained that he was tired but he was hyperactive! Running and playing with his cousins. Battery apa agaknye dia pakai. Hmmm...

By the time we reached home, it was almost 2am. Faezin already flat in the car. My hubby batt running low and as for me, I'm running on reserve energy. Just updating my blog. What do u expect huh? It's almost 4.30 now. My eyes are droopy. Selamat bersahur pd mereka yg bakal sahur. Yawn....

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11.10.05

.::Just Some Quote::.

Just Sharing A Quote

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7.10.05

.::Notty Faezin::.

Oh well...my hubby and I slept late the nite b4. So we were very sleepy in the morning. Sleepy lain cite, malas pun ada. Faezin pulak bangun pukul 9. Lepas layankan dia dengan susu and tv. I continued my sleep. Rupa-rupanya... dia tgh buat KEK! Sebelum tu dia gi on plug seterika. Nasib baik he didn't touch or langgar benda tu... dah jadi satu cite lain. Ni dia dah buat kek, dia gi terpegang and then lap pat atas katil...Alamak... betul la budak ni. Bukan nak kejutkan. Dia diam2 je. Cadar kena cuci. Dia apa lagi... mandi lah. Dah bau stoing, takkan biarkan lagi. Dah mandi senang sikit. Dia makan and minum susu.. lepas tu leh siap2 utk gi KK for my check up. Oh ya... Ezin tak gi sch ari ni coz mak bapak dia malas nak antar...kwang..kwang..kwang.

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.::Sajak::.

~Bingung~

lemas aku
rimas sendirian
dengan perasaan
yang kebingungan
haruskah aku pinta
huluran bantuan
dari mereka
ketiadaam sudi
ketandusan ikhlas
masih berterusan
terkapai-kapai
minta dimengertikan
semua perasaan
bertakung menjadi satu
lantar airmata
arus emosi
tenggelamkan aku
hanyutkan semua
yang kurang pada diri ini
manusia tanpa arah
karamkah terus
ke dasarmu
semoga dapat diri ini selami
menjejaki realiti
yang pasti
walaupun berkemungkinan
tewas dan lewas
tanpa bernadi

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.::Sajak::.

~Fitri~

Sayang,

setiap detik dikongsi

setiap saat di sisi

dua nadi menjadi satu

Kau seakan-akan faham

yang tersemat di hati

hanya sentuhan

hanya belaian

menjadi hubungan

Sayang,

satu hari kau kan terpisah jua

mungkin kita dalam satu dunia

tetapi dimensi berbeza

kerana yang pasti

ibu sentiasa menyayangi

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.::Sajak::.

~Hati Wanita~

Hati wanita

dikatakan penuh misteri

kadang kala sayang

kadang kala benci

Yang tenang hanya permukaan

sentiasa berkocak

di kolah perasaan

sentiasa terusil

sering tersentuh

keadaan yang susah difahami

menikam-nikam hati

Orang sekeliling

tidak akan mengerti

semuanya yang tersimpan

dalam hati wanita ini.

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Alisa
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I	is for	*Industrious*
S	is for	*Spectacular*
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