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20.12.04

.::I'm going CRAZY!::.

I wz so depress today. Last nite I went to JB 2geder wif my in-laws. I reached home in da morning at ard 3+. Then haf 2 wake up at 8am 2 send my son 2 childcare ctr. Everthing went ok until i fetched him home. Since he wz tired he started to throw tantrums! He wants me to carry him home... cant even put him down 4 a short while.....my blood starts boiling!
I scolded him bcoz he doesnt want to stop crying even when I carried him. It wz a relief . My spine feel like snappingggg any moment. After he slept...I kinda feel frustration, sorrow, everything lump into 1... Need to let go of it but alas... no1 2 talk 2. A gd cry makes me feel a lot better. Luckily a fren wz available... we talked for awhile. After that I haf a conclusion...either I feel this way coz I wz going C.R.A.Z.Y or its jus my bestfren is here (u know wat i mean).

as i left my kiss at 11:00 PM
(0) left me a kiss

15.12.04

.::Hari Raya 2004::.

My hub (Mika), son (Ezin) and I during Hari Raya 2004.

as i left my kiss at 11:49 PM
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.::E-zin's 1st day @ Childcare Centre!::.

Today wz my son's 1st day in the childcare ctr (actually yesterday wz his 1st day but that wz not counted coz he spend ard 15 mins there... we were there 2 buy his uniform). I wz da one having the jitters. At 1st he seems ok... he wz singing and chattering away. But once we were at da door, he refused to go in. When I left him wif the tchr, he started 2 cry. From far my hub and I could see him crying.

Then it wz time 2 fetch him. We took a seat outside while waiting 4 da tchr 2 bring him. At 1st he seems fine... walking hand in hand wif da tchr & drinking his milk... howeva, da moment he saw me, he started wailing & running 2wards me. (drama betul budak ni..) Hahaha...guess 2 hrs wz like 2 days 4 him...sooooo da touching. On the way home, he started telling us that he cried during the stay. "Cry...Ezin...kakak...dont cry". Aww... he's so adorable.

as i left my kiss at 1:25 PM
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'Da Lady

Alisa
A	is for	*Artistic*
L	is for	*Lively*
I	is for	*Industrious*
S	is for	*Spectacular*
A	is for	*Astounding*

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LadyHawke seen earth since 20th April '78. Been to EPS,TMS,SRJC,NIE In love with Mika & the babies Faezin, Fitri & Farihin.

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@~ Important Dates ~@

January
6th Bapak
7th Mama
21st 1st date
23rd Boy (Farhan)
25th Badar

February
11th Wati

March
12th Girl
24th Imah
28th Mamai

April
8th Ayah
13th Ibu
20th Mine

May
18th Abg Man
24th Zaid

June
29th Fara

July
3rd Iz
6th Afiq
7th Faezin
8th Bibik

August
1st Obek Yatim
2nd Bis
4th Fazuli
30th Syahida
31st Wisya

September
5th Liyana
9th Obek Bedah
29th Mika

October
3rd Niza
23rd DIni

November
14th Fitri
25th Farihin

December
4th Annibversary
6th Kak Jijah
17th Santi

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@~ My Wish List ~@
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Ideal Weight (50-55 kg)
Daughter
University Degree
Class3 Licence
Solitaire Diamond Ring
Visit Mecca
Visit Disneyland
A Study Full of Books & more Books
Start My Own Childcare / Tuition Ctr
A Black Rose

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